Wednesday, April 30, 2008

eat eat eat


when i hav to no work to do....i will just find sumthing to eat..i like meiji choc alot...hihi

Sunday, April 27, 2008

i believe

只有四支手指,却能弹出如此动人的旋律。 拥有十支手指的我, 却抓不住我要的。

也许,四支手指,不必顾虑太多。 反而,十支手指,须时时顾虑一切吧。。。我是这样想的。。。复杂了

Saturday, April 26, 2008

donut



i am one of the sakai..who ate donut....from the spring....but i dint queue up for it..coz sumone bought it..=)....quite nice...i like the pink one...donut donut...

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

像摩天轮一样, 转个不停,绕回原点。 逃不出,。。。。这么办。。。

Saturday, April 12, 2008

happy birthday to you


happy birthday to my brother...one year older..hope u all the best....
ps:is old enuff to get ur own car's lisence...so dont need me to fetch u all the time...lol...

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

创造之夜 ending~

bad quality video...i cant find a better one....

i love this part..when they holding hide...

ART of LIFE

Desert Rose

Why do you live alone

If you are sad

I'll make you leave this life

Are you white, blue or bloody red

All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand



The winds of time

You knock me to the ground

I'm dying of thirst

I wanna run away

I don't know how to set me free to live

My mind cries out feeling pain



I've been roaming to find myself

How long have I been feeling endless hurt

Falling down, rain flows into my heart

In the pain I'm waiting for you

Can't go back

No place to go back to

Life is lost, Flowers fall

If it's all dreams

Now wake me up

If it's all real

Just kill me



I'm making the wall inside my heart

I don't wanna let my emotions get out

It scares me to look at the world

Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes

I tried to drown my past in grey

I never wanna feel more pain

Ran away from you without saying any words

What I don't wanna lose is love



Through my eyes

Time goes by like tears

My emotion's losing the color of life

Kill my heart

Release all my pain

I'm shouting out loud

Insanity takes hold over me



Turning away from the wall

Nothing I can see

The scream deep inside

reflecting another person in my heart

He calls me from within

"All existence you see before you

must be wiped out :

Dream, Reality, Memories,

and Yourself"



I begin to lose control of myself

My lust is so blind, destroys my mind

Nobody can stop my turning to madness

No matter how you try to hold me in your heart

Why do you wanna raise these walls

I don't know the meaning of hatred

My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies

I only want to hold your love



Stab the dollls filled with hate

Wash yourself with their blood

Drive into the raging current of time

Swing your murderous weapon into the belly

"the earth"

Shout and start creating confusion

Shed your blood for pleasure

And what? For love?

What am I supposed to do?



I believe in the madness called "Now"

Past and future prison my heart

Time is blind

But I wanna trace my love

on the wall of time, over pain in my heart

Art of life

Insane blade stabbing dreams

Try to break all truth now

But I can't heal this broken heart in pain

Cannot start to live, Cannot end my life

Keep on crying



Close my eyes

Time breathes I can hear

All love and sadness

melt in my heart



Dry my tears

Wipe my bloody face

I wanna feel me living my life

outside my walls



You can't draw a picture of yesterday, so

You're painting your heart with your blood

You can't say "No"

Only turning the wheel of time

with a rope around your neck

You build a wall of morality and take a breath

from between the bricks

You make up imaginary ennemies and are chased by them

You're trying to commit suicide

You're satisfied with your prologue

Now you're painting your first chapter black

You are putting the scraps of life together

and trying to make an asylum for yourself

You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage

and

You are trying to kill me



I believe in the madness called "Now"

Time goes flowing, breaking my heart

Wanna live

Can't let my heart kill myself

Still I haven't found what I'm looking for

Art of life

I try to stop myself

But my heart goes to destroy the truth

Tell me why

I want the meaning of my life

Do I try to live, Do I try to love

in my dream



I'm breaking the wall inside my heart

I just wanna let my emotions get out

Nobody can stop

I'm running to freedom

No matter how you try to hold me in your world

Like a doll carried by the flow of time

I sacrificed the present moment for the future

I was in chains of memory half-blinded

Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams



Close my eyes

Rose breathes I can hear

All love and sadness melt in my heart

Dry my tears

Wipe my bloody face

I wanna feel me living my life

outside my mind



Dreams can make me mad

I can't leave my dream

I can't stop myself

Don't know what I am

What lies are truth?

What truths are lies?



I believe in the madness called "Now"

Time goes flowing, breaking my heart

Wanna to live

Can't let my heart kill myself

Still I haven't found what I'm looking for

Art of life

I try to stop myself

But my heart goes to destroy the truth

Tell me why

I want the meaning of my life

Do I try to live, Do I try to love



Art of life

An Eternal Bleeding heart

You never wanna breathe your last

Wanna live

Can't let my heart kill myself

Still I'm feeling for

A Rose is breathing love

in my life

I love X-JAPAN....i love hide....i love you



SAY ANYTHING LYRICS
zawameki dake ga kokoro wo sashite
kikoenai mune no toiki
toki wo wasurete motome samayou
takanaru omoi nurashite

Run away from reality I've
been crying in the dream
kôri tsuita toki ni furuete
yugande mienai kioku kasaneru
kanashimi ga kieru made

* You say anything kizutsuke au kotoba demo
Say anything tachikirenai kokoro ni
You say anything Just tell me
all your sweet lies
Say anything enji kirenai kokoro ni

If I can go back to where I've been
yume no naka ni dake ikite
owaranai ame ni nureru
nagareru namida wo hakujitsu yume ni somete

You say anything Whatever
you like to say to me
Say anything You leave me out of my eyes
You say anything All I can
hear is voice from dream
Say anything You can dry my every tear


akari no kieta On the stage hitori mitsumete
tôrisugita hibi ni dakareru
kowashite kure nani mo ka mo kazatta ai mo
toki no suna ni kieru made

*

Close your eyes
and I'll kill you in the rain
kirei ni koroshi aeba
zôka no bara ni umoreta
shijin no namida wa kioku ni nagasarete

Time may change my life
But my heart remains the same to you
Time may change your heart
My love for you never changes

You say anything kizutsuke au kotoba demo
Say anything tachi kirenai kokoro ni

You say anything... Say anything
Now you've gone away
Where can I go from here?
Say anything... Say anything...

"I believed
If time passes, everything
turns into beauty
If the rains stop, tears clean
the scars of memory away
Everything starts weaning fresh colors
Every sound begins playing
a heartfelt melody
Jealousy embelishes a page of the epic
Desire is embraced in a dream
But my mind is still in chaos and....."

x-japan 3 days concert at tokyo dome....1st day...破灭之夜....2nd day...无谋之夜...3rd day...创造之夜.....1st day...the concert was delayed for bout 2 hours coz of sum technical prob...bt the fans wait for them quietly...without a blame....then toshi came out...with 'the last song'....joking..said tat the concert delayed becoz yoshiki was late....>.<~.....the concert cost bout 70millions....to build...10 storey high stage....it is so....donno how to describe....150thousands ticket sold out in just few minutes.....back to the concert....sugizo was special guest who ply hide;s role....when come into the song...art of life....hide's "appear" on stage...which the use hologram technology...it was so touching....all the fans' tears was falling at that moment.....it's so real....cant belif it...and finally....the captain..yoshiki...fainted.....reasonable...bcoz he need to beat...800 beats per minute....n he ply for about 13 minutes....the whole song is bout 30 plus minutes....gorgeous....

watch it more at youtube....im waiting to buy the original DVD.....aih...cant wait it...i wish to go live also...2nd of may....will be a concert...memory of hide.....many special guest is invited....i want GO....>.<.....